So finally, that it happened, the project did for almost a week, it is very simple in fact, geometry, simple UV scan and texturing in substance painter and then I realised how powerful this program is just the bomb in one word. It has a huge number of settings, and you can create a truly realistic images.
Long I wanted to share my thoughts on the so-called Christian charity in Italy, especially in Rome. And it all started with the fact that this week in the Vatican Caritas workers first took us for tourists, and not want to let the inside of the shower and to the hairdresser, I had to show my Carits pass. That is, if you already look a little cleaner than the usual homeless, shaven cheeks, and clean clothes, the attitude towards you changed …. and not for the better, seems strange eh. i.e., if you’re in the shower clean and tidy and you have no money for food, then you are doomed to starvation or digging in the trash, while for those who spoil the view of Rome his appearance, behavior, litter, this is the norm ? People who only think where to find a couple of euros for the wine package and drink to oblivion. This course can be taken as a compliment that”@I am not like the vagabond”, but still left a bad mark in the soul. So, the very principle of the church is broken, “but asking for it shall be given” … or will not, if it is clean and tidy? ie a separation and discrimination, yeah again the damn discrimination. Generally is a different and long topic of conversation, religion theme, I at one time are lots and lots versed in these heaps of history and I think that many of my readers do not really like my opinion about religion in general, no matter what it is, Christianity, Buddhism, Islam and others, all one problem.
So friends, if someone will go in my footsteps, so keep that in mind, appearance plays a role, even when you’re a homeless tramp. Well, by tradition to say that such incidents give more fuse and energy on self-development, and as soon as possible to get rid of such problems.
A world where man dropped his hands and does not want to climb up, in fact everyone has the opportunity, but few people know about it, and very few people take advantage of it in the end. I wish you all a great mood and hot fuse in these last hot days of summer.
August dead and rotten month for homelessness in Rome and I have heard it all over Europe such crap. As I wrote earlier, all Bagged closed, what are the small ones. And we have to look to dodge on churches and ask what that sandwich. With my hemorrhoids so this is a nightmare for me. Because in my diet fruit almost disappeared, but I tramp the old school, I remember how my best friend, about 10 years ago, we also roughly in August, began to explore the trash near the shops and not bad so fed themselves. And now I had to assign a few minutes of shame and embarrassment of thought, but once in 2 supermarkets found huge reserves of fruit, little damaged, and life became a little bit sweeter))
Once all of the libraries are closed, or have to sit in McDonald’s or Burger King, the glory of the universe from there we no kicks. Well, this is probably enough chatter, all the good summer days and up to the meeting.
Shit happens eh. Yesterday was a little blamestorming or bodystorming. Flight Gypsies and Hungarians. More specifically dealt last is not very pleasant events that unfortunately occurred through the fault of the Gypsies, who “tried” to take (steal) Materials my neighbor Hungary man, which allegedly happened by mistake. But the error is repeated many times, sooner or later, bring himself to correct here yesterday and had a culminating moment, and perhaps not the culmination, because Hungarian in the morning as I understood a damn thing has not calmed down. Ie he was drunk (yesterday evening), was a bold and decided to go to them and find out for a man, and asked me to be there, so we never know what can happen, so I was a such a justice of the peace, which in time may stop the match. We came to the territory of the Gypsies, the house was only a wife, her man, was not, a Hungarian immediately began a fierce attack, the words fortunately, a gypsy at first tried to speak calmly, then sees that he does not calm down, and also began to raise his voice, I began to stand between them and slightly repel each other. Then already I feel that it is time to leave, pulls them apart, the Hungarians created the illusion that he wanted to hit her, and delayed it and she (gypsy) course really believe what was happening, and then we’re going to get out from this place and coming her husband with a friend. I had to warn him that the Hungarian drunk and may be inadequate, who knows how can react gypsy. Here, the same scenario, the Hungarian attacks them, I try to pull them apart, then I see the Gypsies grabs a claw hammer and swings in Hungary man, which of course further heats the situation, I have an inhuman voice yelling at everyone to calm down and slowly we leave. Downstairs, Hungarian, so much fun said: “A good performance we had,” … Yeah… fucking performance that could end the massacre and calling the police, which does not want to. In general, gypsies are scared, I could clearly see with my own eyes, after returning home, I secretly went separately to him, to look at them, nor their reaction, I get as an ambassador in this situation. They perceive me as some good person, though her husband has helped us to build a hut, I even offered them money as payment for work done. In general, I’m on good terms with them, and many have to be at the level of life on the street, it makes you to be pragmatic, or if you show off what you can easily get in the face or a knife in the ribs. So this way things happen with homeless drone.
In general, it is necessary to look for a new place to live, at least near it I need time. Because next week I might get in the job…aha aha yes my dear, I went to a meeting with the son of his grandfather, he was to be discharged from hospital soon, and they need to take me on trial. 800 euros per month, plus food + free accommodation + Wi fi has a home, sounds good, yes, but fuck without weekends, yeah, the real prison is, but that’s what I’ll write later and in a different time, a kind of manual for future nurses for the elderly )))
Well, this is probably enough chatter, because already half day spent to “paint” in my blog.
What happened yesterday is very motivated to self-development and early departure from the world of vagrants in the world of “normal”.
Perhaps this is due tothe fact thatI firststudiedMaya,thenmodoand3Dkoat, andthen I had an Epiphanyof howeverything is easierinblender,especially compared toMaya.YesI am awarethat almost noStudio doesn’t useblender,butI don’teven dreamto get one of them, and becauseI’m a sociopathand the life ofa loner, likea freelancer, this freeand powerfulproduct is rightto the point.
Yesterdaywhen he got home,found outfrom a neighborthe bad newsthat on the morning ofourGypsy “friendsneighbors”the police came andannounced the demolition of all buildings, the news iscertainlynot the most pleasant,andno lackof sorrowin my life’s journey, and here alsoit.In General,collectthe tent andhide it ina safe place,if Barackwill carry, the tentwill be likean emergency exit. And thisof courseagaingave impetus toeven more self evolutionto quicklyescape from thislifestyle, from all theseunnecessary problems. Demolition ispromisedfor Wednesday,but hopefullythatwill not affect us, becauseour territoryis further awayfrom the publicandwe are not sonoisyas the Roma. So good luck to us! And God bless Blender
It must be said that summer is in full swing again, came back African heat, again unconsciously looking for a place with shadow, where to hide from the sun. Most recently it has been pretty cold week that even had to dress warmer at night, so as not to freeze to death in the morning. Meals OK, the coffee is also returned to normal. I do not remember whether I informed you or not, but I had to sell a surface tablet and bail of 200 euros. Life is getting better word))
I’m beginning to return to normal with my mangled psyche. Yeah, she is – meditation does its job. As you know this is my idol Karl Renz as well as everything related to Advaita. Now also I read the book “Rewire Your Brain Think Better” of John Arden http://www.psychotherapy.net/interview/neurobiology-psychotherapy-john-arden Where has the language of science is described neurochemistry that happens during meditation, such things are scientifically proven very inspiring and clean the whole mystique of the East, where religion has powerless and not as scary as before. In general, I recommend this book, and of course my dear meditate, just 20 minute a day. It’s nice on a spiritual level, you all smooth and clean, when you stop to press the cross or karma, it does not mean that you have a free hand for the bad deeds, meditation sobering and you intentionally and unintentionally will avoid evil deeds.
I have to sleep in a tent bro, because in the barracks to sleep all together not really, in this heat, just not enough oxygen and fall asleep and wake up wet, too wet. Eating began again at Circo Massimo, because in that nursing home too much competition, as I wrote earlier, it issued a total of 20 packets, and there comes more than 20 people and is staying hungry. There is also near to the library there is little market of fruit, just after the close of the evening, where i can look for something in the tank and found almost kilogram of edible fruit,yes it’s a shame, but what to do.
And now once again a nice news to me. I love mine …. I’m in love with Blender. Yes, I know that I am by nature a very sensitive and easy to fall in love. Since I was in his arms(maybe i’m gay), I became more attached to him, I say today that I am not guru in a blender, but as a beginner I do not see much difference between the blender and Modo. On the contrary it seems to me blender is much easier to use and the interface is not so overloaded in Modo. In general, I will soon show you some of what made it work, of course, they still look childish, but the hand would remember, and the brain to remember.
Here below is some of what the photo, breakfast, cookies with jam and some coffee, then my small chair where I sit and write you my emails or watch lessons or just meditate, helps repel mosquitoes lighted spiral, but flies still tormented me. And another photo, this shower accessories shower itself, in principle, a number, did not want to be inserted into the frame, as it is necessary to change something for the more watchable, maybe next time.
Well, in this scribbling enough, it’s time to get together and go out for pizza, today we have a pizza and tomorrow Caritas again, a little tired this prison-monastic mode, but I try to get out of it.
Came the next time replenishment of my diary, it is difficult indeed to blog when the information does not draw from when it feels stable and is not really content. But everything has changed now, more precisely 20 minutes ago. I drank a glass of white table wine, ate delicious tortellini with Mexican sauce, and again drank wine, aside quietly plays Italian sweet radio the RTR – Italia http://www.rtr99.it/, the old Italian music and felt such ecstasy and peace, of course, this is the effect of alcohol, but the evening cool which finally came. All July fries like in a Russian sauna, in the afternoon at +35 +38 degrees, the city is heating up as steel and melts the brain and overall health. Now all type-top.
The city is silent, thank the universe lost to Italy in the championship, otherwise noise would stand every evening. Today made a laundry and did something which important strategic purchase, such as a powder from the ants, which are really began to get fed up. You think how he got there money? Aha, we have sold ours older tablet surface pro, as much as 200 euros for it received, it was the first tablet on which my friend tried that or sculpt in Zbrush, but then he bought a normal laptop, as long as he had the money, the machine, in principle, not bad, but not very convenient from the point of view of hot keys, very uncomfortable at the same time led the stylus on the screen and press the hot key, is not very useful in this regard Ipad Pro thing because UI programs therefor, specially sharpened for working without a keyboard. But Ipad I want to buy in the future, very much I liked Procreate, we can say on a par with Photoshop. Well, just sold surface pro and cut down some money. Could normally wash things, because in this heat you sweat every day and things have to be changed frequently. Actually i can certainly buy a large bowl, and to do everything by hand, but the water will have to carry a lot. In general, it is such good news.
And now for the weather in the 3D world.
Nevertheless, I decided to stay in Modo and simultaneously learn Blender (more to sculpt), so I can do some sculpt for characters and modeled hard surface. Who took almost half of the course Honourable Vaughan Ling, where he simulates a truck and then doing the animation, I have reached the animation looked dumb i’m coming and decided to leave, because it is not importamt for now, modeling a thing to learn, and the rest later. There is an idea to model military complex Euro Pro, which is in Romania,
I really like the look of it, how it is made, it is literally part of the ship was transferred to the land and work yourself, here it and want to create. In fact, the shape is very simple, I want to make the evening lighting and background, even a night probably, in general I have a lot of ideas is associated with the military-industrial complex, which is interesting rare pieces simulate hunting.
And now lifetime.
Many social centers are closed for the summer, as God says God, but always want to have a rest. Therefore, they have very little and there are a couple that has to feed. The audience there is the desperate gathered, mostly Romanians and Moldavian mostly just parasites, alcoholics, and just losers who throw up their hands. Of course they are angry at the fate that with them so badly received fate, but I’m still a supporter of that karma is just an attempt to escape from reality, as is the case with God, just stupid excuse easily and without a doubt. Being close is not the most pleasant to them)) but there is a strong motivation for most to get rid of all this that gives strength. Yes, where we eat now, it’s kind of a private nursing home, where at 13:00 one person give us 20 packages, which can be pasta with meat, bread or rice, plain rice, Karl, but better than nothing, there are days when they give very tasty, thanks to them, and on this one. In general, our favorite Bagged due to open in September, where we ate almost the entire winter, there is calmer, though not the best food, but still, you sit with a more or less adequate to the public.
At this point I do bow to you dear viewers, all you nice and warm summer, so force of Kip Mazuy be with you.
To begin with,althoughI’m already fed up with all their weather forecastsetc. butit’s finallysummer. Finally, Ifeellikefrom the hotItalian sunonmy skin’s crawling, I feellike a bodyreceives heat, and vitamins. When i justdon’t get enough sleepas it should,butit is nothing,thenthe day the sunrechargesme again. Of coursesleepingin the barracksa bit uncomfortable, considering how many blanketshanging insideandholds heat, but to remove themI’m afraid, therefor them are thenests ofspiders and othercreatureswithwhom would not wantto deal with. The water in the cans isalready warm, I didn’t evenwarm her upandjust wash my hair. And Yes,the mosquitoesare prettystarting to get it,but it can be handled throughanti-mosquitospirals. In Generallife is goodI would say.
And now formy developmentand learning. As I wrote earlier, Modoa bitI was disappointed withthe fact that a large number of polygonsterribly slowworkviewwhen i createany object, thenset myself upto transfer to a blender, because itseemed moreviable, but thenafter talkingwith oneof the guru,he advisedsomeof the hacks andneedrecipes thatget notonlyin modo, but other3Dpackages. This is of coursethe optimizationof polygons, hide, replicators, instances, and much moreall thiseases the way3Ddeveloper. So I’mtherein timeto bite off a pieceof the pie, at leasttry.
Andthe food.Abaggedclosed, butthere was onegood stock, this is a private nursing homethatdoes not closeever,you know, forthe holidaysmaybe, butalwaysin the afternoonthereis to eat, this is good,very good.Meatof courseis rare,but I am gratefulfor this.
Almost alllast weekthere was a little work at homefrom friends,I painted the walls, tore offthe old paint, in General,earncents)) Tiredas a horse,but it was worth it. Whileno movementsin the direction of Franceis not expected,so I’ll leaveit as is.That’s all thanksfor attentionand good luck.ForzaItalia.
Hi! Again I apologize for the long silence, Aha Aha, still chewing on the fragments of the 3D industry, there were moments of inspiration(Ala “That’s how it is”) and at the last moment was a hard fall, and all probably due to hardware (MBP2011) or operating system(I have Yosemite), and the problem is that Modo already 1,200,000 polygons begins to lag and the viewport unpleasant retarding. Same story with Maya 2016, tried in Blender to throw 1,500,000 polygons and viewport a little less slow, but still noticeable lag. The result is that I need PS at least iCore7, at least 16GB of RAM and nvidia card and Yes granted SSD drive, and so it worked for Windows7. Then maybe my inspiration is justified and disappear the sorrows.
And now for the weather, I‘m fuckin ‘ tired ofwriting aboutthiscrappyweather.Already the end of June andgoto fuckingfreeze,Yes, Yes,in the afternoon it‘s gonna rain, comecloudsand the atmospherecoldwill envelopeternal Rome. Yes, of coursefresh brainand maybesleepa little better, buthow many can tolerate it, ladies and gentlemen… Okay,tomorrow is promised+35, you will see howthey containtheir promise. Summerby the way,is not the best timeforhomelessness, manybaggedclosedon holiday, strange Yes,the very essenceof the Churchto help the poorandneedy,butpersonal leaveis more important anddon’t care aboutthem. I feel that i startto lose weightandalreadythin as a straw, and here andforced starvation)) Thankthe universe thatthere is a pizzeria, whichfeedsus well.
There is a smalljob with oneUkrainianfriend, painted andplasteredwalls of his house, hepaid me30Euro for 7hours,not bad at all, already have some money for the Laundryandcoffee in the morning))
Isay goodbye to youfriends,take care of yourself andvalue yourhealth, do notstaylongin front of the monitor. Take care.
The last 2 nights spent in the apartment, was asked to guard the newly purchased apartment, as expected, don’t get enough sleep and studying not fucking rushing. I may not ever be able to live in a normal house? Air really not enough, even with the Windows open.
But modo continues to delight.
All peace and good!